I had one question I wanted to "Ask God" yesterday. It's a simple question that should be completely non threatening, but you never know. The question is just this: "Where do I fit in to your plan?" When you're asking a question of a Person you know nothing about, as is the case between Me and God, there hypothetically would be no answer that should be tagged as "Unexpected" when you get it. Last evening I thought I'd do the "open the Bible up close my eyes and random finger point" type of thing. Since it was just a New Testament I was reading at the time I felt at least a little safer. Anyhow the finger landed on a passage in Romans and let me tell you- - it wasn't good. Particularly as an answer to the "Where do I fit in" question. I'm not going to repeat it word for word- - I'm going to leave that specific reference a mystery but it's worse than the famous "And Judas went and hanged himself' reference. You ask, "What reference could possibly be worse than That?" Let's just say that from God's own lips he Hates certain people now, and he's always hated them. He hated them before they were born, "before they had done one thing either good or bad". Before I did this little "finger point" thing I resolved it would be a one shot thing. There would be no follows-ups or "do-overs". So I guess God's answer is pretty clear. So I guess any further attempts at communicating between me and God would be pointless. As pointless as any future phone calls to the Rev Bill Halliday after that Thursday before Easter of 1995. And there weren't. Although by way of mitigation, this afternoon Bones came and informed me that this whole "God angel" was not the source of certain adverse incidents in my life, the Sutterans were. The Sutterans are not as powerful as "God". You have to "have your hedge down" for them to be able to stage an attack. According to Fred Price, this is why Job was attacked by Satan, because he had his "hedge down" and God pointed to it and said "Look, he's dropped his hedge at that point". That's about all I had to say on this otherwise uneventful Sunday afternoon.
(Added Later) The Perseus meteor shower is tonight and we need to explain that the constelation refers to the point in the sky or direction the meteors appear to be coming from. They appear to radiate out from a singular spot. We at the Federation won't even claim that there is any cosmic connection between the physical meteor showers and the constelations they can be viewed in. They are predicting that summer will finally arrive later this week, just in time for the start of school in the LA Unified School district tomorrow. There had been talk of cutting three weeks OUT of the school year for budget considerations. Now instead they have ADDED four whole weeks, tacked right on to the beginning of the school year. I pity the poor kids. But here's your first dimension in poly-demensional geometry. We told you we took exception to Wikipidia saying there were 24 sides to a ninety degree four dimensional cube. There are eighteen. They consist of- - as a way of portraying it in two D, six different polygon grid shapes- - - and each group of shapes gets repeated in the two "remaining' dimensions not taken up by the 2 D plane. That makes eighteen. But I had another formula going where the number of cartoon or diagram lines necessary to portray these varied shapes in their most compact and efficient, "contiguous" form- - would be by formula 16. I came up with this formula over two, maybe three years ago. But I had till now been unable to do it in less than seventeen. But on Friday evening I came up with a way to accomplish it in sixteen. So give me a brownie button. You won't find either of these two math formulas in Wikipedia.
The offense that gave me bad karma was against the Sirius A group. And there are a couple of things that triggered it. For one thing I by inference "dissed" the Strength card in the ZAC Tarot Card deck. This is the one we refer to as the "Biting Down" care and our varient of this card was of a scandily clad woman with long hair and boosemy- - kneeling along side a Lion with an arm around the Lion and the Lion is biting down on a big carcus piece like a leg bone or something. But I committed yet another offense- - that I'd never committed in 38 years, and I guess I didn't know how much of a "No No" it was. I guess I need to show a little more Respect for the Powers that Be. I committed an even worse offense last September. I could tell you How- - but both you and I would have to be lined up before a firing squad and shot if I did. It could be therefore argued that both retributions were "inside jobs". And that definitely sounds paranoid.
[Those] muffins sit over there- - and they haven’t
been finished off and it’s been a whole day since they’ve been there. And that in itself has to be some kind of a
record. This morning as far as that
theft goes- - it’s almost as though I “felt it in my gut” before it happened,
just as I feel the contents of the last paragraph -[in the orig Word document ie] - - before it happens. It’s kind of a parrellel to Sampson where the
scripture says “And he wished not that his power had gone from him” after
Delilah cut his hair. He said “I will
arise as at other times” but even before the words had left his mouth-
something in his gut told him “this time you’re wrong”. Or at least that’s my take on it. I had KNX on before and after breakfast. I listened to both President Obama’s morning
address and the Republican response, which I don’t remember the content of at
all, only that I did hear it. Then there
is the Rotiola drug- - and those companion herbs that are just as exotic like
Maca and the like. Then I was overcome
with drowsiness and just turned off the radio.
Then I dragged myself to the liquor store and bought a pack of John
Black grapes. Then I played the
“Pretenders II” CD, which was good to hear after all this time. Basically I skipped over tracks nine and
eleven. I wanted to catch some of
whatever KTLK had on- - and that was the creatine and B 12 combo, which is a
good way to get energized. Then it was
Melinda Lee and she was informative about a lot of stuff today.
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