"Just What Does He Mean By That?"

Behold in a world where the blind lead the blind, the world is very different, which to a sighted man appears madness. Behold paupers exchange gifts. Of what value are these to the rich. “You’re very well read, it’s well known”. Dylan spoke these words, perhaps in a song meant for me, as one who never quite seems to know what is really going on. “Look out kid; they keep it all hid”. Many people who turn to religion gorge themselves on “Useless and pointless knowledge”. Such people are spiritually dead, but their tombstones do look nice. In “Beneath the Planet of the Apes” people speak to each other’s minds. Behold when we “share each other’s minds” the Kingdom of Heaven will have arrived. Behold the elite know how to generate delusions with their thoughts at others, and as such the strong subjugate the weak to do their wills. A God will not defend himself is like a soldier who lays down his weapon in the heat of battle. Such should be summarily taken out and shot. In the movie Dune the spice is king. Religion is like spice. A little in proper balance controls the humor balance of the body and improves the tastes of the things they consume. Too much religion is like too much spice. The counter-productivity of such an action is Self Evident. In the Federation only the Priests have entrusted to them the psychic powers. Such is the nature of a photograph that overexposure ruins the picture and actually decreases the resolution thereof. Darkness has its place in a Universe because God in his wisdom permitted it as part of his creative genious. Many seek a deliveror but whether they actually need one is best left to God rather than the seeker. People who seek an answer and don’t find one, gain wisdom if they don’t allow ambition to shave their prince’s lock of hair. Optical images come in two forms- - real and apparent. So it is with Time. Real Time is caused by gravity. Apparent time is that thing where God gives you leave to act on his word once you have heard it. People in the see of green see submarines going backwards. It doesn’t really what direction you are headed in this place, except if you’re only a visitor. In the sea of green, thoughts are things. Count yourself lucky that what others can’t buy, is yours for free. Behold: do the dead seek a body to live in or merely an “Off” switch? Atomic particles are governed by their own set of micro forces. He who understands how the sixth dimension interacts with other known dimensions is like he who reigns blazing in the sky at noon. Behold no other can rival him. Knowing the future is like gaining knowledge on the internet. All you need is a working modem. Bringing a person to “Now” is the salvation of their soul. People in the past know their place is in the past, and so it is with the future. But people in the present know not that God is always watching them. People who are “Brought to NOW” know that they are in God’s presence. If you are in God’s presence, nothing else can harm you. (Selah)

FOURTEEN "SATANIC VERSES"

Behold after the wise men presented their gifts the young child Jesus opened up his mouth and spoke. He said “You know I am sent here not to deliver Israel but to preside over its damnation and destruction. For I know all things from the beginning including every prayer that will be answered and unanswered. For all the Jews are a bunch of spiritual bastards and spawn of Satan and will be destroyed

Jesus as a young child time after time witnessed brawling conversations between his bickering parents talking about the way he might or might not have been conceived. If speculation about this bothered Jesus, he didn’t let on.

One day when Jesus was about eleven he witnessed Roman legions storming his beloved city of Nazareth. He had a conversation with a Roman trooper who said, “You know kid, the future is Roman. You Jews will never win by taking up arms against us.” From then on it was burned in Jesus memory to be only for Peace.

One day Jesus met Judas. As the others asked questions of Jesus , Jesus stared Judas right in the eye and said, “A tree is known by it’s fruit. Remember that”. At this time Judas said “Suffice to accept me for now”.

One day a man came up to Jesus who’s wife was slowly dying from an internal hemmerage. Jesus said “I will heal your wife on the condition that you give up your opium habbit. If you do this I will answer your prayer”.

Jesus said, “Many want to know what to do to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Varily I tell you that he who drinks my blood and eats my flash shall share in my atonement for sin, and upon death will ender those pearly gates”.

Jesus said to the thief on the cross, “Your words show sincerety but if sincerety mattered we wouldn’t be here. Your fate is up to the whims of God”.

When before King Hered one of Herod’s demands was “Make it thunder”, and behold it thundered so loud Herod fell to his feet and became as a dead man. And he looked up to Jesus and said “What must I do Lord to repent”. Jesus said, “Thow already knowest”. From that moment on Herod set Jesus free.

When Jesus was with the prison guards they put a bag over his head planning to hit him blindfolded and ask “Prophisy for us, who hit you”. But behold every time they were about to hit him he jerked out of the way, almost as if he knew. Many of the guards exclaimed “Surely this man is a prophet”.

When Jesus was in Jerusalem preaching to them and suffering many verbal accusations, Jesus said “If you say one more railing thing against me I shall expose the filth and hypocracy of each and every one of you”. He stared into their eyes and they knew he’d just do it and they said, “We cannot say where we get our authority from, but this we know- - - that your authority comes from God”.

After the death of Jesus’ father, he was never the same again. He had a personal existential crisis of what Life was all about. And he began saying to people knowing his father was in the ground, “Behold I have no more an earthly father but from hence forth shall seek the will of my heavenly father”.

Jesus said to his disciples on the mount of olives, “Behold many will say the antichrist is at the gates, even in the temple. But I say unto you there will henceforth be no temple to defile, and I declare this prophecy that worries you disciples so as utterly false”.

Jesus said to the crouds, “Behold if you had the faith of a grain of mustard, you could say to the Law of God, “Die” and it would die, along with its precepts and oaths and promises. Behold I tell you that the day of such faith is upon us”.

When some of the women reported that they had seen an angel at the tomb saying Jesus would see them in Galilee, the disciples said, “Behold we have fled for our lives and at our own peril would we return to the city of Jerusalem. We will take your advice, that is, in a matter of speaking. Our Lord is dead and it is unseemly to dwell or fantasize on this but to get on with our lives”.

RENDEZVOUS WITH HELL

I learned another song, “Beechwood Park” by the Zombies. There are three times they have stuck Zeppelin songs from the seventies on Sixties Rock. We had chicken patties and potatoes and gravy for dinner and I had an additional half patty. I went out to the bakery for coffee. What I’d like to talk about I’m going to be cryptic about. There is nothing cryptic about the phone call I just got. I’m so mad I’m shaking. I’m having trouble typing. Judy wanted to know that since I can’t get the twenty from the Trader Joe’s card, because I’m not supposed to have money, what else would I like? The second half of that sentence went right past me. I heard “You’re not supposed to have money” and thought, “OK they are so desperate to get me to quit smoking they’re cutting off my money supplies. I had to remind Judy that I never had problems from the mid seventies onward until a year and a half ago and it’s not exactly because I’ve been spending so much money lately. No doubt I emotionally overreacted to her but she pushed my buttons like considering what a geek I am for being on SSI - - I al well cared for. William Holden was “well cared for” in Sunset Blvd. too but in the price he lost his manhood. I don’t understand this Clintonesque “compartmentalization” that Christians are able to do when it comes to me and SSI. I not only resented the audit of early 2003 I resented the one in spring of 1997 and the financial stuff in March of 1992. I finally said yes I would like headphones for my computer. This is going to be one sick Christmas. The shadow of SSI will be hanging over it. I also reminded Judy of a letter I had just sent to the household that apparently she hasn’t seen.

Now back to my original topic. Sylvia Browne said something today that “pressed my buttons”. Why did it bother me? I’m not going to tell you what it is except in the bizarre case it actually happens and then I’ll say “Well, I predicted it right here except I never mentioned it by name”. It has to do with a decision that Mom made probably decades ago that is still overshadowing her. She has been dropping little hints. It was that poem that she read at the funeral- - and particularly the last line of it which I regard as delusional and from a Christianity stand point ill-advised, as well as contra-indicated by the words of Jesus Christ. Stewart Sutcliffe referred to it as a “Pact with the devil” but in this case it’s Satan’s idea to begin with. To quote from Hamlet “Tis unseemly”. “Unseemly” ideas are ones you want to put out of your mind. Other hints are things like this whole money thing with me and “disengagement” with me emotionally. Mom was going to get a computer two months ago. Now I don’t think there is a snowball’s chance in hades of that happening. I wrote Paul there were “different kinds of addicts”. From the Federation’s point of view Mom’s worst addiction I referred to in that letter- - - really isn’t her worst problem, as bad as it is. The line “I know your mind’s made up you’re gona cause more misory” comes to mind. I guess you could call it from my point of view a “primal fear of the future, the unknown”. I think Satan takes his contracts very seriously. Unlike Earthlink, Satan doesn’t have to “Collect” early; the date will be coming around soon enough as it is. After the book closes on our Fairy Tale story with the principles living unhappily ever after, Then What??? To quote Dylan “Where is the cause and what’s the reason for- - “ or something from Davie Moore. OK folks, that’s my Paul Harvey moment for today.

We are in sapphire right now. I believed we’ve only used this background once before. Today’s date is December 12, 2007. Ike Turner died. Like in the case of Marlon Brando, and years early Ricky Nelson, I believe I got some of the fall-out benefit of Ike’s guardian angels delivering messages about the hereafter and just giving you a fresh energy on life. Back in July of 2004 I was in a very loquatious mood on paper, with a lot of ideas. December 12^th. is also a day that was in a dream about a star in the sky that would suddenly get much brighter on this date and there was some religious group who annually looked to this event. As you know in terms of “revelations” I have seen in the spirit both Ike and Tina lounging on the beach on Reigel VI. Maybe this is occurring in some other fifth dimension. It is certainly Federation belief that Ike and Tina are kindred spirits, who share guardian angels. OH no. The phone is ringing once again- - - .

SOME CLOSING THOUGHTS

This is December 13, 2007, the anniversary of the date when the Federation says when Zachery was conceived, just before sunrise. I was already restless in bed this morning when the blood guy knocked on the door. It wasn’t Friday and it wasn’t the end of the month, but I guess Dracula must have been running low. I went out and smoked a cigarette and then I took a shower and went out and smoked another cigarette, and then I turned on the TV. It was the Golden Globe awards. (Obviously an award a Jewish man could never win) And the winner for best movie is- - -

The Great Mass-Debater

And this year’s winner of the Judas Iscariot Award is

Clowie Brady!

I’m not going to post a blog till after I’ve had breakfast and coffee and I’ll see how I feel then. I’ve thought of elaborating on what that big dread secret is that Sylvia Browne alluded to. You know, I think I’m still keeping my lips sealed. Sometimes in blogs people don’t know what is really going on with you. There’s the tip of the ice berg in the water up ahead. I can see Willy, or maybe it’s Scotty on the sailing vessel being tossed about by high waves and Willy says, “Captain, there is an irregularity of the waves up ahead. I deduce a giant ice berg up ahead. But you know, John Lennon went through his own Exestential Crisis back around 1968, 1969 and 1970. We know he couldn’t have been a happy camper during this period because he was mainlining heroin and nobody who does this is very happy. Perhaps he felt emasculated because Paul had ucerped his role as leader of the Beatles that he’d held for so many years. Perhaps it was unresolved edipal feelings upon the death of his mother. Perhaps Yoco Ono was Becoming his mother. You see this conceiled rage in the songs Lennon was writing, just as I’ve been conceiling a lot of personal rage when I write my blogs. Of course there’s the Bill Halliday trilogy on the White Album of “Bungalow Bill”, “While My Guitar Gently Weeps” and “Happiness is a warm gun”. That’s the feeling a redneck gets just after he’s made his first kill. The gun is still warm. Some may wonder who the “They” is in the lyric, “I don’t know how THEY perverted you”. People use words like They and Them out of fear, when they don’t care to elaborate what they really think. I assume you’ve listened to “Only a Pawn in Their Game” by Dylan. Of course there’s the “Julia riff” the guitar riff that pervades several John Lennon songs as well as several Pink Floyd songs. Nobody wants to be either Brain Damaged or Eclipsed.

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